
Jon
Please pray for me & the soul of my partner, who died on May 1st 2024 from COVID. He had dementia for 8 years, was in constant pain caused by his spine, unable to walk because of the pain, even morphine didn’t help. At the hour of his death he was hallucinating, and pointing at the wall with an expression of deep fear on his face due to the horrors of the hallucinations, brought on either by dementia or morphine, who knows. I had to make the decision that only comfort care would be given, and agree to no treatment, no oxygen, no antibiotics, nothing, now I blame myself for being complicit in his death. He just lay there in what appeared to be agony, gasping for air waiting to die. This is just too much for me to bare…